I feel I am the only one pushing to the right direction. Making sure we arent going down the same path. When I get tired, we backslide. BUt that's the way I FEEL. Most of the times. Because it isnt the case. I can see the strides he is making. I can see the effort he makes. But he is so sick of what he has done to us, sometimes he is just trying to avoid the facts. He hates it I dont trust him. He gets mad and upset. But..., he has to face it.

This weekend we had a conversation where he showed exceptional jealousy. It is not at all reassuring for me cause he used to a lot when he was in his affair, but it was interesting. Caught me off guard.

Communication is still THE issue for us. Trying to find the way to make it efficient and positive.
Love to all
K


Me&H:42
S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009