Originally Posted By: what next?
wow... tonight was hard. I don't know why but I lost it on the way home. Thought I had a good day but had moments where I was really bummed then coming home I just couldn't keep it together. I'm torn between thinking I'm in denial that we have a chance and that I'm in denial that I can go on without her lol.


Oh man me too. I constantly feel like I'm in a catch 22. Living on the edge of disaster no matter which path I choose.
Cut my losses acquiese to the divorce and bail out like H did. Continue to fight, hope and DB like mad ...and still end up with the family that we created in pieces, with me at the end still doing life mostly on my own with no one watching my back.


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Me-51, WAS-52
Kids 2
M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.