I didnt even realize how it sounded when I mentioned that I only had sex with OM one time. Totally didnt mean it like that. I still feel like Im talking to my husband when I talk about it. Because he wanted to know how often we did it the last time around. Anyways......He does not want to work on the marriage. He is filling out paperwork for legal separation.
He said I haven't given him a chance to miss me, or that I have been pushing so hard that he doesn't even want to consider thinking about us. He said he doesnt think he could ever be happy with me.
He said he knows that I would love the baby and take care of it. I also told him that I would help fight tooth and nail if she tried to keep the baby from him.
I haven't talked to him in 2 days other a text about what my new address is gonna be. Per our family counselor, the girls will need to find out that daddy has a girlfriend once we are settled into our house and things seem to be running smoothly. Then she wants the girls to know about the baby by mid-late april.
Not quite sure if I have any chance or if I should cut my losses and decide to accept. I came here for hope, but I don't have much.
What I really want is for H and I to be reconciling when we tell the girls about baby.
