No expectations, no strings attached at all when I swapped vehicle with W. I gave her the good vehicle, and I kept the bad one which I am now trying to get fixed. I am just glad she has a safe vehicle. Safe for her, safe for the boys.
I've been attending the boys' baskeball games all week this week. It's been great. At least I get to see thel during the week. W seems to not mind. She just sits away. Today, I attended S12's BB game. His coach saw me and asked if I could help keep score. No problem at all. It was a lot of fun. The old Joel wouldn't have done it. But the new Joel did it !!!! W just watched me all along.
S* saw me and came to join me at the scorekeepr's table, with W's approval. S8 had a blast as well. Then he asked me if I can also come to his BB practice right after S12's game. I told W I'll follow her. She didn't mind. It was great just seeing the boys showing off their skills. I watched W from afar. She looked good. I sure miss her. I was just glad I could see the boys during those BB games . My weekend with the boys will be next weekend. Can't wait.
Joel
Me:44 WAW:43 Children S13,S11,S7 Married 17 yrs W left JUN 08 W filed JAN 09 D proceedings dismissed AUG 09 W refiles 1 MAR 11