well, spent night with some co workers playing poker, it is 3 am, just got home 30 mins ago. First night out in a few weeks by myself. feels ok, just hate no love in my life right now. [censored] so badly


Me - 39 yrs old
Wife - 39 yrs old
Married - 18 years
Together - almost 21 year
Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10
Bomb Dropped in May 2010
Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out