Hey man I'm so very sorry. My grandfather who I was very close to passed away on Sunday last week. I didn't have anybody to share my pain with and my W was gone as you know. I felt so very lonely and cried almost at the drop of a hat. Then my bestfriend who is the only person besides me who has hope for my marriage ends in the hospital almost dead from a clot.
Why do I say this? Because I feel your pain, I feel it more than you might think! Remember no matter how bad it seems the sun will come out tomorrow! Just as I read your post my eyes tear because I relate so much to the pain. I don't when and I don't know how but things have to get better! I'll be here when they do and so will you.
You mentioned it was in conneticut, do you live close to jersey?
