I WILL Attain my Goals - Personal and M

[Denver_2010]

I just had a breakdown in a public place after I submitted my update. I had to go to the bathroom so people wouldn't see me cry. Even as I type this I'm having a hard time containing my emotions.

I feel so let down.

I let my hopes get up that things were getting better. Now, I realize that they are worse than ever. I let hope drive the train or whatever J3B's said not to do. I did it.

I don't know if I can keep doing this folks. I am emotionally exhausted.