I am so sorry you got hit by another blast from the universe.
I am so sorry your b/f has lost a beloved brother, whom you knew.
I understand you feel beaten down, betrayed by God and wish desperately for your friend that this situation had not happened.

This could be YOUR opportunity to shine though, if you can manage it. Be HIS rock. Be HIS shoulder to cry on right now. Sometimes in helping others we help ourselves. Perhaps that's the big plan for you FOBD and your friend.

BITS
Me-51, WAS-52
Kids 2
M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.