Having a hard time... II

[what next?]

She replied right away... didn't want to sign the check for me so i told her I would deposit it in the joint account to cover anything I spend out of it. I'm going to figure out a reason to call her this weekend though. That is my goal. To make it through a conversation (short) on the phone with her. Man, I miss her so freaking much. I just want to tell her that... but I won't obviously.