Thank you sgctxok! Thank you for your sweet concern...I had a close friend who went through Anorexia. So, I understand. I'm trying to not let myself get in that frame of mind. I understand that it starts when you feel your life is out of control. So, you control your food.....is where it starts.
I like your suggestion about the text response. I like the "Oh I was busy". H will text sometime in the next few days cause he will want to pick up the Dog. I though will ignore his text. He will then have to call because he will want to pick her up and such.
Work is slipping a bit tho. One close friend at work asked yesterday, if I was okay after a meeting. Said, I was very removed...UGH! Its just real hard to be that focused on work right now. But, I'm trying I cant slip there...that comment scared me to death! So, I got to just fake it at work no matter what! ya know
SG, have you read my stich? Any other advice you could offer???
Thanks again and God Bless you for offering me such kind words!
I do belong to an amazing church and choir. But, need some activites to keep be busy and from being alone. Im alone too much and thats when I get really down....
So, I've reached out to one person at Church..(nobody knows there) She is meeting me next week to visit about this and I also reached out to a Bible study group that is for Married/Seperated/In Trouble. Im gonna attend Sunday before Choir.
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010