18 Years of Marriage - Leaving in June

[Scared2Def]

I kinda realized what I had done later in the evening. I hated it but oh well, no mulligans in life.

I actually slept ALL day today. It is 5 pm and I woke up, went to bed around 2 am. Nuts I know. Tonight I am playing poker with the guys over friends house so she will be alone and able to live her fantasy world of life without me. I am sure it will go well. I am bitter right now, but no one is in the house so i can use this time to let it out.

My only goal today is to have fun with the fellas and chill. Tomorrow night is football time so i will be left alone then as well. WOO HOO.

Although last night before i went to bed we did sit and talk some and had a decent time. No relationship talk.