Today, he came in he room to complain that he didn't want to go because he didn't feel well. I told him that he'd be fine when he got there. He told me he's looking for tickets to come home early. I didn't respond.
He was standing over me and asked, what are you working on so much with the computer. I said nothing. He smiled and said ok.
Then he keeps standing there. I said have a great time. He starts playing with my hair. Then he leans to hug me and kisses me on the top of my head. I patted him on the back (he loves this move) and broke the hug first. Then told him again to have a great time and to be safe.
He said I'll call you and then he left.
Sometimes it all feels like a giant chess game to me. But oh well, these are the cards I'm dealt right now. More later. Gotta get more sleep and weirdly enough, am off to the salon today like FOBD talks about then working out...
Be back later FOBD. Praying constantly for your peace and the peace of all the others hurting so badly. I think if your S's saw all the things you all wrote here and what's in your hearts, they'd be back in a nano-second. You are all truly amazing people.
