I am truly sorry that I have hurt you this way. But this is something I feel I have to do. And no I did not ask a lot of people and nobody has told me what to do, I have a mind of my own, and this was my decision.
Why would she say this? Someone else?
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This is private, and not something I am proud of. I do love you, however I thought that would be enough, and it isn't. I cannot continue living this way, feeling as though I am not needed, respected, appreciated, or listened to. It hurts me deeply. This is very difficult for me. It is not easy. I am alone, scared, and broken. But I feel it is best for the both of us. I just want to go home. I am not angry with you, I am hurt...but mostly I am just numb. I have gotten to the point that I have no energy, no emotion ...and that is not me. You say you haven’t changed...well that's part of the problem, I have and I have too much that I have lost myself. And it’s not fair. You feel as though I'm giving up, and I feel I have tried so hard I'm empty, I have nothing left. That I can't make it work all by myself.
Damage control she wants this to go easy.
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You have proven to me time and time again, that I am not priority to you, and that you are unable to listen to me. It breaks my heart...I have never asked you for anything, never demanded anything, all I ever ask for was for you to listen, respect me, and have some understanding and compassion.
Ok how much of this is true?
I am still reading more to come....
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
