PEI, you have me crying too now. I came on here to hopefully read some things to help discourage me from texting H. I wanted to tell him this is it, I’m throwing in the towel, I’m done, and I can’t deal with this pain anymore! All this to get a reaction from him because I don’t get anything…nothing really. Deep down inside this isn’t the truth but I felt I needed to hear something from him probably some reassurance but I know it wasn’t going to happen.
Now, about the questions you asked that’s what made me cry because often those are the questions I ask myself and as of yet I’m trying to figure the answers out.
I don’t have anybody that I can really talk to about this because everyone’s response is he is an a$$ and he doesn’t deserve us. Thank you for giving me a wake-up call so to speak.
Sweetie, the answer is ... No. You didn't break him and you can't fix him. Now is the time to look within yourself and figure out how to feel whole by yourself, because you are you.
(((hugs))) Peace PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
