PEI, you have me crying too now. I came on here to hopefully read some things to help discourage me from texting H. I wanted to tell him this is it, I’m throwing in the towel, I’m done, and I can’t deal with this pain anymore! All this to get a reaction from him because I don’t get anything…nothing really. Deep down inside this isn’t the truth but I felt I needed to hear something from him probably some reassurance but I know it wasn’t going to happen.

Now, about the questions you asked that’s what made me cry because often those are the questions I ask myself and as of yet I’m trying to figure the answers out.

I don’t have anybody that I can really talk to about this because everyone’s response is he is an a$$ and he doesn’t deserve us. Thank you for giving me a wake-up call so to speak.

Me:32 H:32
M:9 T:15
D:4 S:2
OW/PA: JANUARY 10
ILYBINILWY AUGUST 10
Goes and Comes July/September
Moves out September
Sep. since Sept.