Yeah, I am working on me... That's why I'm in Houston and it has really been great so far. I'm not afraid of the divorce, I have accepted that that will happen. That doesn't mean that I can talk to her on the phone and hear her voice sound so impersonal and not be crushed by that. I have some momentum (or at least I feel like I do) and I don't want to mess that up. I know what you are saying and I want to call her but I don't want to do it before I'm capable of getting through the call without screwing it up lol.
Trust me, I appreciate all of the help that I am getting here, if I didn't I wouldn't still be here
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