I had to respond to this one cause I feel the same way! Are we wrong to feel this way I don't know but what I do know is that I do want some time alone to get myself together and really absorb it all in. For me it's been a little less than 8 months and at first I was scared, scared to be alone, depended on my husband to make me happy, and still I haven't entirely let go of that concept and that is why I need the time to myself. My husband was my "first" and I miss "it" too really do.
Do I go out and flirt, yes! Does it mean anything to me other than innocent fun, no! Would I take anyone home with me, no!
I think it's safe if I say ppl need to be loved, ppl need intimacy, and well we are going through some tough chet so we get what we can to get us through this time of need.
My friend made a comment the other day which stuck in my head she said, "once a good girls gone bad, she's gone forever"! I think she was trying to tease me but I felt like my husbands MLC or whatever it is has changed me.
Ok, I'm all over the place when all I wanted to say is, I FEEL YOU!!!!
Me:32 H:32 M:9 T:15 D:4 S:2 OW/PA: JANUARY 10 ILYBINILWY AUGUST 10 Goes and Comes July/September Moves out September Sep. since Sept.
