What if she resonds in a way that shuts down the convo?

What if she doesn't respond to your email at all?

What if the sun suddenly explodes?

Worse case scenarios can run through your mind constantly if you let them.

You sound like I was. Thinking everything I did was my "last chance" and if I blew it well, I would never get another one.

My point is, you sound desperate and I know you are. Believe me, I get it. We all do here.

What could you do that might help you with that?

HUGS