[quote=Albuquerque

But knowing you, you probably will answer anyway grin [/quote]

You know me too well! I guess I just need more time - Lord knows I have it - to get over this fear of loneliness. Who knows, I might never get there.

The reality is that if I get a D, I will probably find someone else very quickly and I won't have the chance to get over my fear. Sad but true. I know I have total control over this, but I will probably cave to the light at the end of the tunnel that for me is love. If I can see that light I will run. I know it.

Also, that light at the end of the tunnel will include great sex - right! LAUGH WITH ME HERE!!! laugh

TAMF
m:41
xh:41
T: 20
M: 15
D: 16
D: 14
Bomb dropped: 7/3/10
separated: 7/15/10
H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11
divorced: 8/26/12