There is NOTHING wrong with the fact that I LOVE being in a relationship. LOVE IT. It brings me happiness plain and simple.
First off, E....pansy!!!
Second, the statement above is the reason why, IMHO, you have to continue to work on yourself. If you need someone to BRING you happiness, you are not a fully mature healthy person. You must be able find and BE happy on your own. That is not an easy task and its not something that most people achieve without some effort. That doesn't mean it can't be in association with a spouse. But relying on your spouse/sig other to BRING you or MAKE you happy, is a recipe for failure.
I can hear you now... you're saying I can be happy I just prefer to be with a guy. I don't think you are being honest with yourself. PEI is spot on. All your posts, your comments to me, etc, revolve around having a guy, getting a guy, not being alone etc. You are allowing your happiness level to be determined by the presence or absence of a man. I think I've asked you this before. Why do you need the validation of a man in order to be happy? I don't actually want you to answer because I think its a deep question that you REALLY need to think about.
But knowing you, you probably will answer anyway
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11
