Someone suggest H is having a MLC....I don't know?

[Queen_of_Swords]

Yes I do choose for me.

You said: "When you got married on that day so long ago did you say:

"I will love and honor you all the days of my life, in sickeness and health....


BUT


if you get scared and lose your way. If you get so scared you run away...

I won't.""

You know, I have thought about it.
I fully intended to keep my vows and uphold my end of the contract. Through bad and worse, through thick and thin and I have to the best of my ability, will and heart. I am still willing to work, but not to the point where I become a shell of myself, running only to stay in place and gaining no ground.

H, broke that contract and covenant with me. So I ask myself, is upholding my end of that contract even possible anymore or is it just opening myself up for abuse?

H didn't just run away, he's staying away, by HIS choice.

I love him, but isn't part of loving also knowing when to let go?

I guess i have more thinking to do.