Hey Harrier, I'm glad I was able to help a little. Question - a few pages back in your post did I read correctly that you'd been diagnosed with depression at some point? If so, I can understand the mind-wracking self-blame that can accompany that. I was just diagnosed in Oct. Also, if so, are you in any kind of treatment for it?
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
