I have done everything wrong....

[islander]

I don't know how to do this. This is the most devasting experience of my life. W is moving out today while I am working. She said she wasn't taking a lot of stuff bc she did not want to move it into the apt. W said ILYBNILWY again, that she feels we have drifted to far apart, that she would not file for D yet and she did not know what was going to happen. She said maybe she would feel different once she is out of the house, and that we could still talk to each other.

The fact that she does not want to move a lot of large items makes me think that maybe she has doubts about this separation being long term????

I did not beg her on the phone, but did ask her not to move out yet. I already knew the answer to that.

I am losing my best friend, my wife, and my family. That is everything that I loved. The pain is unbearable at times. I am trying to put all of my faith and trust in the lord, and I kk