First off, that's why I encouraged you to call her. You've got to talk to her face to face eventually, so an actual call would have worked fine. Second, it would have eliminated your insecurities kicking in because she didn't text you.
Honestly this is the most feeling I've seen from you on here even if it is disappointment. Be honest with yourself. You aren't glad she didn't respond. You wanted her to, yet you were afraid.
Man up and start getting your self-esteem back. Next time she texts, call. You're acting like the ugly kid at the dance hoping desperately for someone to ask you to dance. You're better than that. There are those who hope and wait for things to happen and those who make things happen. Be the latter. One step at a time.
there's your 2x4.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
