Thanks Denver and FellOnBLackDays. I will take both of those suggestions!
Thanks for the support, it really does help. Denver, Im working on the detachment part. It's really tough...I know yall know that. But, I'm moving forward even if just a bit.
I took a nap and just woke up. Cause, ya know I can never sleep now. I woke up so pisst about it still. Had to pray about it and release my anger over it. I told myself, H is not upset one bit right now. He is probally sleeping like a baby or whatever. Don't dedicate any more of my energy to it! That helped a bit! LOL
Good news is...its a new day and I have a few more days w/my sweet doggie!
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010