For some reason I was feeling good today. Since I haven't spoken to her in almost a week I stopped looking at my phone every few minutes. That is exhausting! However after each talk with her I usually feel pretty good for a few days. Then as the days pass and there is no contact I start to crack again.
We will see how long this last. The difference today was I was feeling ok before she called so I was more relaxed when she did call and I was on the phone with my DB coach. That probably helped a lot.
The bigges part of me feeling at ease was you guys. This board is like free therapy. It has done wonders for my mental state!
