Big talk tonight. I am a wreck, need support.

[hope2011]

H made it home, gave me a quick peck as he walked in the door. I've given him space to do some work before the event tonight. He's pleasant, positive and planning on going. This is the first event in 3 months he's gone with me to. Including weddings, NYE, work events, etc. The first time out of probably the last 12 times (in the past 3 months) I've asked him to be somewhere to support me / help me. And on top of it, he's not thrown work in my face, made me feel bad for asking or acting like it's an annoyance to him. I hope I'm not reading too much into it. But it means the world to me that he cared enough to reschedule work meetings, drive 7 hours and then go to an event with me. Even before the bomb he wouldn't have done this.

I just hope and pray this is a good thing. That he's trying. I'm cautiously optimistic.