Someone suggest H is having a MLC....I don't know?

[Queen_of_Swords]

This time needs to be about you, and what color you paint yourself....

I get that, I do. I have been working very hard.

I also know that people are resistant to change unless it is change that they initiate on their own. And those changes....deep changes, take time to embed themselves into our daily routine.

The reason the program commitment I made is 3-5 years is for exactly this reason you stated. This program I am doing is to rewire my brain from old trauma based programming as a child.

It takes that long to rewire a neural network and make that rewiring permanent and the behavioural change too.

Sorry about the "trust me bit"...I understand that too, I used an inappropriate figure of speech.