I love all of you...I went back to read my most recent posts and then reread everyones replies. Get more out of them when you reread them I think.
Feeling good today. Confident. My H has text me all day with chit chat...I take my time answering, roll my eyes when I see it is him AGAIN :-) (God I love that feeling! it used to be..."oh thank you thank you - he is thinking about me!) now it is almost silly how much he wants to stay connected to me. I give very quick breif answers IF I even text back. Sometimes the texts he sends doesn't warrent a reply.
Oh well, I was running the stairs of my office building (200 stairs) as this is my replacement exercise for my beloved hiking that is impossible to do right now because of the time of year. and I was thinking that my fear of being alone is starting to dwindle. I actually was thinking about what girlfriend was I going to call to go out with this weekend, where would we go and what would we do? It's exciting that I can do whatever I want. If I go to the bars this weekend, I can flirt as much as I want! It is super fun to flirt - had totally forgotten how. Have to admit, I am pretty good at it! :-)
Anyway, the events that I am planning at work are going great. They are going to be fabulous! A Masquerade Valentine Ball - it is our Gala event fundraiser for the year. I just bought my mask online today. and my dress is a full blown ball gown! my girls think I look like Bell from Beauty and the Beast. I will have 2 other single girlfriends my age at my table and we will have a wonderful time. Can't wait! Could care less that H won't be my date.
Happy Little Friday my Friends!!!
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
