You need to start doing things that allow you to socialize. You don't need to go out and get drunk and dance on the bar, just things where you can meet new people... friends. Do you like to dance? If so, start going dancing. I pretty certain that a woman, by herself, will find plenty of dance partners. This doesn't mean that you are cheating on your H or any other bad thing. It just means that you are out having fun and meeting new people. It will help you with some self confidence. I think that you feel way too reliant on your H right now... and have, for years.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
