Trust me Scared, I completely understand. It is much easier to look at someone else's sitch and tell them what they should or shouldn't do. Applying it to my own sitch is much, much more difficult. I also realize that you are still living in same home with you W which has to increase the difficulty ten fold.
I think that you are doing great. But I just thought that you needed a few reminders there.
I always welcome the same on my thread buddy!
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M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce