Well a few things, CL

1. I am getting help for my issues last year. In fact, I started the process long before the bomb. I am much better. My wife has repeatedly said that I am a much better person and we are in a much better place. She acknowledges that I have made a great effort.

2. I think my wife for a long time thought she could manage her emotions and stress over this. She recently told me she can't and is in the process of looking for an IC. I hope the IC doesn't encourage her to ditch me. She also runs for exercise/stress relief.

3. By "on track" I mean moving forward to repair/rebuild. Getting a little better each day, a little more trust, love, etc.


Today is a test for sure.
thanks again.


Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.