I went out with girlfriends last night. Really needed that! 2 of the 5 of us with WAS, 2 others dealt with WAS before. Good support system. And good laughs too. Made me do a lot of thinking, appreciate my situation more.
H didn't call last night. Probably because he knew I was going out. I texted him at 10 to make sure he got to the other state ok. He responded within seconds that he just got to his hotel, made it ok and had rescheduled his meetings and met with his sales guys for a late dinner instead of today. So he could drive home today and be with me at the event tonight. I said "Thank you so much, that really means a lot to me. I love you. Goodnight"... trying to keep it short, plus my cheap phone and texting don't mix well. His response "I love you too. Goodnight".
He should be home in the next hour or so. Hoping and praying he doesn't get cranky from being tired and decide not to go because then he'll get defensive. He's 80% there on doing something really, really sweet and selfless... I hope he'll go the last 20%. I'm not trying to be selfish, I know he'll be tired. It would just be really nice to feel like I matter to him.
My stomach is in knots. I'm ridiculously nervous about this!
Me - 38, 2nd M, no living children, 1 forever 6 yr old boy H - 44, 3rd M, twins 16
Dating 4/07 M 10/08 Bomb #1 12/10 Bomb #2 1/11 Bomb #3 12/11
I said "Thank you so much, that really means a lot to me. I love you. Goodnight"... trying to keep it short, plus my cheap phone and texting don't mix well. His response "I love you too. Goodnight".