What you displayed there was a deep understanding of what you want, how to get it and a willingness to work those steps. You have truly put your ego aside. I really could learn a lot from that! You really need to be so proud.
Ummm... waxing eyebrows, I won't even do that! That is BRAVE!!!
What's the gameplan Denver? Besides waiting, what is your gameplan? I'm interested because I need some help on what to do next and I am sensing the sadness from you. I am scared to death of heights. I think I want to do one of those rock climbing wall things... I joined a gym, hired a personal trainer, starting to go to church again, reading different kinds of books, trying to reach out and meet different people. I need more, though. So what's next on your things to do while waiting?
I am praying for your reconciliation and peace. And again, so proud of you!