Well, wife picked me up from work, I got in the car asked her how her day was, she said she is exhausted. She spent the day at her friends house then took kid to eye appointment.

Anyway, I asked her one other time while driving home and she just re stated she was very tired and she did not sleep well. I asked if she took her sleeping pills and she told me she had not taken them for some time. So I suggested trying that tonight. Got home, I went and pet the dog, chatted with kids for a second then took a warm shower. Now I am up here in attic on the computer while my son is gaming online.

After this post I am heading downstairs to charge my iTouch and chill in the living room on the laptop. Maybe play some poker online. But my evening goal is no relationship talk and hopefully not initiate conversation at all, I am going to see what she is willing to strike up.

Wish me luck!


Me - 39 yrs old
Wife - 39 yrs old
Married - 18 years
Together - almost 21 year
Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10
Bomb Dropped in May 2010
Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out