I haven't had the time to do something for myself but this coming week I plan on doing something...anything. I went on a date with someone from work a few days ago and even though at first I was not wanting to I actually enjoyed myself a lot. We just sat and talked over a couple of bottles of wine.

At the end of the evening she went her way and I went mine but it was nice to see I was not some undesirable piece of man meat like I thought I was. You seem to be on the right track. Everyone else seems to be so much stronger than me frown at this point.

I get the same advice from family and friends but my heart tells a different story, I need to concentrate on that and believe that my gut will not fail me now. If your gut tell you to hang in there then hang in there brother. Everyone has good intentions but only you know what feels right

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