I have been a bit emotional with H lately. I dont know if anyone has a similar experience but I feel there will be something missing from our life. Period.
I am also feeling I cant share with him my thoughts, that he doesnt really know me, that with him, I am very concious about me in general.
He wants us to remodel part of our house (kitchen and kid's rooms). We have had sex twice last week and I think that is his response to my comment about it. He seemed to enjoy it more than I did (ok, trying to be funny here!).
I am ok in general. I gained nearly 5 kilos since my dad died, I am down 1,5 and need another 3-3,5 to go. K
