Lorie thanks! I do try, but it only makes him angry. I sent him presents for Christmas and he sent them back. Yes he is old enough to make his own decisions, but in his eyes his dad is his Hero and always has been. SO if dad sees it this way, it must be so. He has adapted to his new life with dad and his new step-mom and left me behind. It is NOT fair because I am missing out on his dating life and all the fun things he is doing. BUT I HAVE given it to the Lord and he will fix it. I am just grieving in the meantime. My son wont evern talk to anyone who is friends with me. So that tells me he is trying to put me in the back of his mind and doesnt want to be reminded of anything. I guess maybe this might be his way of dealing with the divorce. I dont know but it sure HURTS. I love him and send him emails telling him so. He blocks me from everything else. I will continue to love him and pray for him and his new family. God is SO good, I know he is in Charge!
