I guess I just want to tell you how it is....

Look at this like you've been fired from your job... She found someone better. Now if you were fired, would you continually go back, tell them you'll work harder, cry that you'll do it right this time...Remind them of that time you were great....

Nope.. Doesn't work it is weak and pathetic and completely unnatractive.... If you are to get your job back it will be because you are strong, confident, and sure that you are the best man for it. right now, words mean nothing consistent ACTIONS are what works...

You need to Detach ASAP.... Right now she is in control of you... she owns you... This is all B.S. You are in control of your thoughts and your actions... Time to find out who you really are and become a man that demands respect.