I am so grateful for you and all those that have given me encouragement, I would say you have no idea how good it feels, but you do. I feel like we are all living a nightmare and Denver, hope, sandi, bolt, lost, mj, sad and you along with many others are in it together. Denver posted something earlier that TrueGritt wrote you should read it. I have read it three times already it was very inspiring. I have saved emails and text that my W has sent throughout this whole process and I have posted an email she sent while still here right before she left. Hopefully it get’s approved soon. It gives you guys and insight into our communications and what has been going on. Don’t know if it will help some of you guys because at times we have spoken very openly, maybe for those that have little or no communications with their spouse it will give them a little insight into what their WAS is thinking. Also to get a woman’s perspective on the whole thing would be great. I truly never thought I would be here in life but none of us did. I read you guys post and sometimes you seem so focused and strong but others times I see how much pain you guys are in and I am totally there with you. As for the club I gotta tell you this is the hardest membership I have ever endured to be a member of anything but I will wear my BITS patch with honor because I am in good company.
