Having a really hard time...

[what next?]

Yeah I hadn't responded and was thinking about doing it now but I'm going to wait until the morning. I think that will be better and maybe even create a little anticipation in her. Before when we would talk over email I could keep it calm until she said something that hit me the wrong way and then I would go into a 5000 word note about how much I have changed and how I see things differently now. So, if I wait then she will probably be expecting that but instead it will be nice and cheerful and to the point