I am cracking up!! I have fooled around with a few, not lately, but sometime ago. Had a 26 yr old lately who I dated for a few weeks, he wanted to get married and have a baby, this factory is closed!! I knew if I slept with him, I would be addicted, so I ended it!!

Whitney, I am convinced that you are super hot, not that that means you should "fool around", but you might consider it as a possiblilty! LOL!! Don't know many men who don't like gettin some now and then, but I guess they are out there, just not in my world...

I, whether good or bad, have a lot of good s*x with XH, it was never an issue in our M! We just very much connect that way. I can't imagine a marriage without it and yet I know there are many.

On a more serious subject....I am crazy about who is around and in my kids lives, so Whitney, you are lucky she hasn't brought men around the kids. I think that says a lot about her. My XH knows that I will not allow his crack a** who*es around my kids, but has tried and even made my kids lie about it, which I posted about before.

I just had a very profound conversation with D18 and she said "mom, if he loved you, he would be with you" and although I agree with her to a point, what an 18 year old knows about love is so limited and really it is so much more complicated that that. She said "Mom, he has no job, he can move here and if he really loved you he would" Again, I agree, but his demons are so deep, he just can't get there. No excuses, just the way it is. Sad...really, really sad!!

I am in a weird and very honest mood tonight..

A

Me-40
XH-44
T-21
M-18
Div-19 mo.
D-18,S-15,D-11
Bomb-7/07 EA,PA
Mvd out-9/07-to give me space
mvd back-12/07
mvd out-7/08
back with OW since 2/08
OW broke it off-1/10
in and out of tunnel and our life since!!