Frustrated, Back Again, the Saga continues

[Queen_of_Swords]

Xabian, I have to learn and perform detachment better than I am right now. I want to be at the point where nothing he says, nothing he does can affect my basic happiness anymore. A point where his actions/ attitude toward me don't impact my own self worth.
So, I admire your level of detachment right now.

Xabian, don't worry overmuch about the dating site. I have been on a couple. in my experience so far, all the guys want is friends with benefits, or a one nighter ( not a deep relationship), or are married ( their marriages are on the rocks or they say they're staying together for the kids) and want mistresses. Lots are scam artists looking for a quick buck through emotional blackmail.
Hope that eases your mind.