"I think the only real possibility of DB'ing this is for me to completely move on anyway."
If you found yourself still begging and pleading, you haven't been DB'ing at all. IMO, if you feel like you need another woman to get over a woman, especially the "I deserve to have sex with someone who wants to have sex with me.", then I'm sorry to say that you aren't going to be happy.
You're looking for another crutch right now, which is your perogative. If you really feel that you are one of those who NEEDS someone, then you're going to find yourself empty each time.
Look at the very first post you put on here. YOu said your W was tired of always taking care of you. You sounded more like a child and she like a mother. And you're still acting like that. You're just looking for another mother who is going to care for you. If you haven't changed, you will be back in the same position again.
IMO try working on that first and then move on. But that's just my .02.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
