I actually have had that conversation with him. More than once. He really thinks that it is just all me. He thinks I hate sex, which I have told him so many times that I don't. When I started to look at myself and what I was doing wrong I really did try to make some changes. I stoppped saying no to him. I started being more willing to have sex. i did not however make the first moves very often. I did, but it was usually after a couple of glasses of wine. But my couple glasses of wine was very little to the amount H is drinking. So if we did have really good sex he didn't remember in the morning.
Of course this started to hurt. I was putting in an effort to try and it never got acknowledged. the other thing I started to notice was that the more I was into it the less he was. And again I tried talking to him about it and he just said that we are just not compatible.
Guess I am just really lost with this part of our M. I just want an H I can trust with all my heart. But for today I AM going to dance like nobody is watching, sing like nobody is listening and love like it is forever!
Me:35, 2 kids from PR H: 37, 2 kids with me T: 15 years M: 8 years in Feb. Second walk out: 14-01-2011 H had PA: 2007
