Mr. Bond We had been. But, my anger started to build and I stopped. Bad or Good i dont know. My resentment got out of control. We went to to see 2 different C in the past. Both said, we should just seperate and divorce. After, reading DR I know that was just wrong of the them! We then slipped back into our routine. He coming over on his day off, talking on the phone, taking vacays, trips, getting another dog together after our passed.
Heres the truth...everytime he got ready/acted/said he was thinking about coming home...I BLEW IT! My hurt and resentment built and I would get scared and shot him down.
But, I didnt see it at the time...now here I am. Eyes wide open to my faults. All our progress gone, just like that!
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010
