He's not with her anymore, she's still in his life but I think he realized it was a huge mistake, he even told me it was a mistake, reluctantly of course. I'm not sure if I believe him because I heard the 'just friends' line for months.. but she's doing his taxes.. maybe he's using her. I don't know what to think really.
I'm already heartbroken and hurt.. but I'm also willing to do whatever it takes.. i need to at least try. If there is even a remote possibility I can get my H back I want to strive for that.
I know it's going to be very hard but I feel this is the one shot I may ever get and if i do everything i can and it doesn't work out then at least i'll know i tried my hardest and can move on with my life secure in that knowledge.
I admit i've been erratic and have made some serious errors along the way, but I've improved immensely over the last few weeks and I'm certain I can be strong enough for this, it means that much to me.
I just need guidance I guess.. have been absorbed on this site trying to prepare myself and need to figure out exactly how to approach this.
Me-41 H-34 T-9 M-8 10/21/10-BOMB 11/01/10-H moves out 01/27/12-H files
"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"
