I am sure missing your son is just devastating. You need to turn to your faith at this time and try your best to keep in touch with your son. Your son is old enough to make his own decisions. Unfortunately he has been tainted by your XH actions and words. You be the best mom you can be at this point. Write to him, send him card and express how blessed you are to be his mom. You are always going to be the parent and he the child no matter how old he gets. That means it is always up to you to make or keep contact going. A mother's love can never really be replaced, especially with a son.

You are in my prayers and God Bless.

Lorie
W47 H48 D16
M20
H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW

When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.