Life sure does go on ... it's good that you're getting on with a life of your own. I feel your attitude is acceptance that she is gone for good. Am I right?
It is great journalling here from time to time.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim