Hi Augtan,

I cant tell you how much it means to me to get such a nice note.
This "thing" we are all going through destroys our self-estem. I really appreciate the kind words.

Ya, I took my kids to the dentist today. They have a new dentist and it turned out that we travel in the same circle of friends. She and I hi had lost to talk about.

This weekend I have my kids and we will go indoor rock-climbing one day and try out roller skating the next. It will be lots of fun.

X and I have texted a few times in the last few days but it's just empty. We just say short one liners to each other. Today we asked each other how were were and we both just said good. I am not good, in fact I could not be worse but just answered her that "I am good". It made me feel awful that my best friend, someone I dedicated my life to and that I have a family with just got up one day and became someone else.

Anyway I see my kids tomorrow so that will be good. I will go to my kids school to and go skating with my daughter in her gyms class.

smile


Me/W: 46/36
D7.6/S6
T/M: 7.5/6.5
Bomb 12/05/07
D final: 03/03/09